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GYXE > Depression > @ Jean, Naomi, and Elegy @ 5 April 2005 11:53:18

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Rosena 5 April 2005 11:53:18
 Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words. I was scared
to post about contacting John on ASD because I am well aware that it is
STUPID. And I am kicking myself hard for it.

I do not understand the dynamic but it tends to all implode inward and
I feel intense intense hate and contempt for myself. So, the
supporative words brought a tear to my eye and helped bolster me to
pick up and try to get on.

Jean is ABSOLUTELY right. When stress gets intense is when I usually
make this stupid move. I guess this time the surgery Friday was my
straw so to speak. When surgey comes up again in May I think I will
try to prepare and ask doctor for Ativan or xana a week before and try
to outrick my stupid urges.

I also know this is tied up with not respecting and liking myself much.
So when anyone here like you guys smile at me through internet it is
shocking and real nice . . . thanks.

Maria is watching T.V. My intense naxiety seems to be abating. Get
ready for school and rest and at least know that tomorrow and tonight
of course I can make the right choice even if yesterday I made wrong
one. That is neat thing about life eh? Thanks again

Rosena

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%. 5 April 2005 03:55:51 permanent link ]
 i see a phone John coming and then a denial


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Alan Harding 5 April 2005 11:53:18 permanent link ]
 In message <1112662511.179823.­318290@f14g2000cwb.g­ooglegroups.com>,
Rosena <filpriros@aol.com>­ writes>Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words. I was scared>to post about contacting John on ASD because I am well aware that it is>STUPID. And I am kicking myself hard for it.

Some people read both groups.

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Luna 5 April 2005 19:17:19 permanent link ]
 
"Rosena" <filpriros@aol.com>­ wrote in message
news:1112662511.179­823.318290@f14g2000c­wb.googlegroups.com.­..> Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words. I was scared> to post about contacting John on ASD because I am well aware that it is> STUPID. And I am kicking myself hard for it.>
I do not understand the dynamic but it tends to all implode inward and> I feel intense intense hate and contempt for myself.

Perhaps that's the point of it all. John is a pretty good person to think
about when you are feeling frightened, incompetent and like you deserve to
suffer. Perhaps it's those feelings that trigger the obsessive thoughts of
John?
So, the> supporative words brought a tear to my eye and helped bolster me to> pick up and try to get on.>
Jean is ABSOLUTELY right. When stress gets intense is when I usually> make this stupid move. I guess this time the surgery Friday was my> straw so to speak. When surgey comes up again in May I think I will> try to prepare and ask doctor for Ativan or xana a week before and try> to outrick my stupid urges.

It's a very strong connection but I think you can help yourself
pre-emptively.>
I also know this is tied up with not respecting and liking myself much.> So when anyone here like you guys smile at me through internet it is> shocking and real nice . . . thanks.

I can't help but have respect and affection for you, after watching what you
go through and how you just never give up for any sustained period of time.
Fighters just 'turn me on'. No, not in *that* way.>
Maria is watching T.V. My intense naxiety seems to be abating. Get> ready for school and rest and at least know that tomorrow and tonight> of course I can make the right choice even if yesterday I made wrong> one. That is neat thing about life eh? Thanks again

Life means never knowing what's around the next corner. :)­

Jean>
Rosena>


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