Sunday, 3 June 2007
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your a cunt  paul130184 03:54:08 |
| | Ignore me then
go fuck ya self anyway
is what the pixies say
your a cunt im nice
thats why i have pixies in my life
a tooth for a tooth
an eye for an eye
your cold and you deserve to die
full of bullshit they say you lie |
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| dumb sheep paul130184 03:49:29 |
| | i see dumb people every where i go
walking the streets even at home
wondering around with there eyes closed
what wer here for no cunt knows
head in the clowds
stuck in the sky
live a boreing life then just die |
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| wrong paul130184 03:41:11 |
| | something has to go right soon
its all fucked up
iv got nuthing
and its not enough
no material wealth
and no love
my life needs filling its empty
wheres the best things that are
surposadly free
they took it all and theres nuthing left for me |
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| me paul130184 03:15:47 |
| | im lost
me is all iv got
youll always be rememberd
never forgot
im in so much pain its a lonely place
cant close my eyes i`ll see your face
ten days awake
im a state
exchaging love for hate
im nealy dead
about to drop
still the heart ach wont stop
what the fuck |
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| scream paul130184 03:10:13 |
| | sceam for you
scream inside
the second you left wish i had died
loves fucked up
its a weird world
two diferent sorts boy and girl
puke up my thoughts
fucking earl
pen spills my heart onto the papper
cut myself with my rusty razor
end my life a huge fav0ur
taste it all no fucking flavour
eratic thoughts
bad behavour
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| mirror image paul130184 03:01:21 |
| | look in the mirror and see right through
should i do what i want to do strangle myself till my face turns blue
i hate myself
im a cunt
stuck in my throat a great big lump
dont know if i want to die or want to live
sucking the blood from my gushing red wrist
iv already started ending this |
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| killer paul130184 02:51:11 |
| | on a rampage murder every one then kill myself
convinced i dont need help
running around frothing at the mouth
coverd in blood head to toe
whats coming next
dont realy know
dont realy care
evert your eyes its rude to stare
knock you down and skin you alive
cant let ether of us suvive
to days the day we'r both gona die
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| sandwiches paul130184 02:44:04 |
| | Pussy flavoured sandwiches
thats the way to live
no more love left to give
just shut up and suck this
hate love and pain all feels the same
fucked lungs beer soaked brain
hate the drugs but like the buzz
come on a push and a shove
chemicals my one true love |
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| blind bitch paul130184 02:40:00 |
| | You wouldnt know love if it shat in your face
you deserve to be in a cold dark place
all the pain in the world is coming your way
bullshiter fake from the very first day
i still dont beleive a word you say
planning to go
pretending to stay
you;ve changed where did you go
here one day and gone the next
is there any of my happy girl left |
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| booze paul130184 02:35:11 |
| | Addicted to drink again
fucking fool
shaking like a leaf climming the wall
end my life without a second thought
jail? death? not botherd no more
hate myself
hate you
hate every one else
isolation cage myself
destroy myself
mental health
turning sick
getting ill
suicide
or should i kill
kill you all
cant feel anything nuthing atall
look at me
talk to me
stab me
cut me
set me free |
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| hate paul130184 02:23:46 |
| | i hate this
i love this
im a nut with a death wish
dont know what i want
what to do
where to go
no life no home
iv lost it
lost the plot
dont know what iv lost
or what iv got
maybe i was never sain
maybe i was always sain
dont know my age
forgot my name
happy as fuck and still complain
Mood: shit
I want: people to coment on my poetry |
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Friday, 1 June 2007
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| Ulcerative Colitis One who knows 19:26:32 |
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Hello,
I just want to share a little of my/our story with you. My husband was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis when he was thirty years old. They told him that he would have to live with this horrible decease for the rest of hes life...like they tell everyone who is diagnosed. Well he decided to fight it! And thru a lot of research and trial and error, guess what?
It is complete gone! When he went in for hes las colonoscopy three years ago, there wasn't even a little trace of it left. You couldn't even tell that he had ever had it!
This is a true story, and to read more about it please check out
www.livingcolitisfree.com and click on the "Dons history" link
I hope and pray that we will be able to help someone suffering from this horrible decease, because I know how your feeling. After living with an Ulcerative Colitis patient for 7 years I know the depression, hurt and frustration that comes along with it.
All the Doctors want you to think that this decease has no form of "cure" so they can keep prescribing you drugs to subside the symptoms. But did you know that the drug companies and the health systems works hand in hand? So who are all these drugs really benefiting?
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Saturday, 26 May 2007
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| Lowest sound level CPAP LuizCesar 13:17:48 |
| | I would like to know which is the lowest sound level CPAP. My wife complains about the noise so I'm looking for a silent one. |
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Saturday, 19 May 2007
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| People! Tommy 14:49:29 |
 | myspace.com/pinkcoalazz Pleace? listen to our first song! |
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Monday, 7 May 2007
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| War on Drugs a Costly Sham wagneww 12:15:27 |
 |  We humans are a predictable lot; we continually ignore history, are afraid of everything, and act emotionally rather than rationally, especially when it comes to the vexatious and controversial subject of drugs in society. We don’t learn from our mistakes; destined to repeat them over and over on a recurring loop of denial. Wash over some orchestrated religious propaganda and you have a recipe for disaster.
The author of the recently released autobiography; “Cheating the Hangman: True Confessions of a Heroin Trafficker” knows what he’s talking about when it comes to illegal drugs. Wade Agnew has been using them daily for forty years. He started with alcohol, quickly dismissing it after the revelation of marijuana in 1968 while at University. This discovery would dictate the course of his life. For all the details of his terrifyingly authentic tale go to;
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au/home_book.html
That the “War on Drugs” was the brainchild of the Nixon administration; the most seriously paranoid US president of the 20th Century, tells us a great deal about its genesis and “raison d’etre”. Every society that has existed since the beginning of time has used “consciousness altering” substances, often in highly spiritual circumstances. This should have told us something, but apparently not.
Ignorance and political ambition are a volatile mix. At the start of the 21st Century, Australia was experiencing a flood of heroin. Established by refugees after the war in S.E.Asia, the Vietnamese community was now well integrated into mainstream society. Many of these citizens were ethnic Chinese with strong family links back to their homeland. With the opening up of the post-war Viet Nam, they became the conduit for Thai and Burmese white powder heroin then flooding into Australia. This community was very wary of officialdom, and notoriously difficult to penetrate. As a consequence the country was experiencing a huge drop in the price of heroin on the streets of major cities. It even penetrated far flung inland country towns. The price per gram fell to unprecedented lows, and the purity was astounding high by world standards.
“I was well and truly retired by then, and could only look on with envy as no4 white powder flooded into Australian cities,” says Wade from his home in Brisbane. “People were making serious money from the glut of high quality heroin.”
An unfortunate consequence of the high purity was a sharp rise in the number of overdoses on the streets of Australian cities. Addicts unused to such purity were dropping like flies. At one point police in Cabramatta; a Vietnamese enclave in western Sydney; now the heroin capital of the country, begged whoever was distributing a particularly pure shipment (close to 95%) to cut their drugs to curb the death rate.
Not long after, the local market began to experience a serious heroin drought, and the conservative Australian government began crowing, claiming its “Tough on Drugs” policy had been responsible. This drought was quickly followed by an avalanche of Methamphetamines. This was no coincidence; the two phenomena were inextricably linked. It quickly became evident that the Australian Government was taking credit for decisions of criminals. The “War on Drugs” has little or no effect on the availability of illegal drugs on the streets of Australia or anywhere else for that matter. All it does is pump-prime organized crime, and turn otherwise law abiding citizens into criminals.
The following are excerpts from a report into the heroin glut entitled; “The Case for an Inquiry into its Causes and the Flood of Methamphetamines” by W.M. Bush; no relation.
“The article disputes the claim by the Federal Government that Australian law enforcement financed by its Tough on Drugs Strategy was primarily responsible for the heroin drought and resulting fall in overdose deaths. Law enforcement agencies, notably the Australian Federal Police through its Commissioner, have revealed intelligence to the effect that Asian crime syndicates have assessed that there is a large and very profitable market in Australia for amphetamine-like drugs, and that they have made a marketing decision to promote them rather than heroin.
The evidence suggests strongly that the prime causes of the drought were a series of poor opium harvests in Burma and these marketing decisions. No other explanation fits the known facts including;
•The drought being confined to Australia
•A big rise in availability of amphetamine-like drugs imported through the same channels as heroin
•The known large rise in recent years in production in South East Asia of these artificial drugs
•The greater profit derivable from them than from heroin
•Their lower vulnerability to law enforcement interdiction.
If law enforcement had an effect it was probably only a subsidiary factor. The evidence is strong that there would have been no drought in the absence of the other factors.”
“If anyone should know about the profits to be made when drugs are made illegal, it’s me. I spent thirty years selling drugs; it’s not for the faint hearted, but there are huge amounts of money to be made”, says Wade. “I only use marijuana these days; I can’t afford the high cost of heroin. “I inhale the vapours with a marijuana vaporizer. In fact I import them for the local and world market; I sell the VapoHead Herbal Vaporizer. Marijuana Vaporizers are bloody brilliant. You can check them out on my website at;”
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au
I still use heroin occasionally when I have the funds. The quality in Australia is the envy of addicts everywhere; almost always white powder, and usually with 50% purity or higher. However it’s very expensive, reflecting the difficulty of getting it safely ashore. If I could afford to, I would certainly use heroin more often,” Wade adds with a grin.
Tags: Marijuana vaporizers, Heroin trafficker, Herbal vaporizer cheating the hangman |
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Friday, 4 May 2007
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| Reefer Madness Replaced by Hydro Hysteria wagneww 13:49:58 |
| In the 30’s there was Reefer Madness, now we have the 21st century version; Hydro Hysteria. Marijuana is something that Wade Agnew knows a great deal about. The author of the recently released autobiography “Cheating the Hangman: True Confessions of a Heroin Trafficker” Wade knows what he’s talking about when it comes to illegal drugs; he has been using them for almost forty years, and smoking marijuana on a daily basis since first discovering it a University in 1968. Wade has taken them all.
“It was bad enough in the early days. I was “verballed” by the Australian Police; planted with two roaches; enough to have you jailed for months! It’s laughable when I think about it now. We had to endure this situation for decades, and people around the globe are still being incarcerated for ludicrous amounts of marijuana. It’s a scandal, especially in some parts of the United States; the so-called land of the free.”
“Now health and law enforcement authorities have launched a new international assault against the growing use of hydroponic marijuana; known as “hydro”. Thanks to the global “War on Drugs” percolating from the US, with its associated stranglehold on the International Narcotics Control Board, we now have to endure a new round of anti-marijuana hysteria. This new assault demonizes, criminalizes and persecutes those who choose to consume cannabis.
“Jesus, in the 1960’s I would have given my right arm for marijuana as consistently good as the current hydro. The main complaint seems to be the increased strength; the high THC content; often around 20%”.
“Are these guys kidding me? Grass that’s too strong! Is there any such thing? Not in my book; the stronger the better. I use a marijuana vaporizer these days. It’s the absolute best way to take your medicine,” says Wade from his home in Australia, where much to his chagrin, marijuana remains illegal.
Health experts have jumped on board, adding their own medical hysteria. It causes schizophrenia they claim. People with this ailment are certainly drawn to cannabis, and it could well aggravate the condition, but nothing definitive regarding cause and effect has been established. On the other side of the health ledger, it has been known for centuries that marijuana is one of the safest therapeutically active substances known to man, with a wide variety of applications; relief from nausea and increase of appetite; reduction of intra-ocular (within the eye) pressure; reduction of muscle spasms, and relief from chronic pain. Marijuana is frequently beneficial in the treatment of AIDS, Glaucoma, Cancer (chemotherapy treatment), Multiple Sclerosis, Epilepsy, and Chronic Pain. Many patients also report that marijuana is useful for treating arthritis, migraine, menstrual cramps, alcohol and opiate addiction, depression and other debilitating mood disorders. Do we ever hear any of this from the health “experts”?
Since much of the controversy over the use of cannabis originates from possible long-term damage from harmful elements in the smoke, using a marijuana vaporizer makes good sense.
“I import the VapoHead Marijuana Vaporizer into Australia because I couldn’t get a decent one locally” says Wade.
“It releases the beneficial ingredients of marijuana into my lungs without burning; no tars or other harmful carcinogens. I wake in the morning without that heavy feeling in my lungs. Many glass-dome marijuana vaporizers have appeared since the first vaporizers arrived in 1994. None of them work as well as the VapoHead; remember bigger is not always better.”
Large glass domes are inefficient. You lose many of the active ingredients of marijuana because they condense on the inside of the dome. The VapoHead Marijuana Vaporizer has a small dome and an airtight seal designed for maximum efficiency. The ceramic bowl allows for even heating unlike brass versions, holding an ample amount of your chosen cannabis. The smaller size and scientific design combine just the right amount of heat and reduced oxygen supply for maximum benefit. Go to;
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au/home_vaporizer.html
According to the “Maps” study; (Vol.11 spring2001) "The Marijuana Vaporizer produced THC at a temperature of 200 C. (392 F.), while completely eliminating three measured toxins; benzene, a known carcinogen, plus toluene and naphthalene. Carbon monoxide and smoke tars were both qualitatively reduced by the Marijuana Vaporizer.
“So don’t believe everything you read about hydro, keep your own counsel, stay calm, and if you want to get stoned without feeling like you’ve just sucked smoke from a car exhaust, get yourself a marijuana vaporizer.” Says Wade from in front of his laptop in Australia.
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au
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| Controversial Drug Author Calls for the Legalization of Heroin wagneww 13:48:18 |
| Wade Agnew probably knows as much about heroin and the law as anyone. He used it for three decades, was a successful heroin trafficker for ten years, and has studied the legal status of heroin continually since first discovering the drug at University in the late 1960’s.
“My affair with heroin has been an on-going one. I fell in love with it the first time I tried it; as a medicine for what ailed me, it was second to none.”
The author of the recently released autobiography “Cheating the Hangman: True Confessions of a Heroin Trafficker” Wade is calling for the immediate legalization of heroin. Heroin trafficking gives you a very unique perspective on its status in society. The ongoing campaign of denigration is orchestrated, widespread and unrelenting. As Goebels said, if you repeat a lie often enough, eventually people WILL believe it. Wade writes in his book;
“With heroin systematically demonized since the 20's, it wasn't surprising most thought it evil incarnate, an extremely dangerous drug, and a force against all the good in society. But in truth it wasn't toxic for the body, the brain was where the action occurred, and it was some smooth operator. They weren't monsters, just in exile from a society they refused to recognize.
The orthodoxy fused notions of anarchy, violence and Bolshevism, into a hyper-negative highball, now impossible to unhitch the harness. That willful ignorance was a source of frustration and anger. It imprinted on their self image, colouring their interaction with the world. Why were drunks amusing, junkies sinister? They were thought a harbinger of a heinous moral meltdown, a role they took on with relish.”
Originally set up by a Christian fundamentalist as a vehicle for his moral humbuggery, the “International Narcotics Control Board” is now entrenched as an instrument of US foreign policy and control, and with the organization in its pocket, the United States of America uses it as a propaganda tool; dictating to the world drug policy that serves their agenda and their interests. And make no mistake, it’s a powerful tool.
This evangelizing does enormous harm to individuals around the globe, as well as promoting an illegal trade that fosters and entrenches organized crime, in the same way that prohibition directly fueled the Mafia in 1920’s America; “ignorance on an industrial scale”. Making heroin illegal robs the medical community of the number one pain killer on the planet, and criminalizes those who choose to use it. This is something that the author knows from personal experience, as a successful drug trafficker in the 1970’s and 80’s.
When the Australian Capital Territory Government tried to set up a heroin trial in Canberra; the national capital, to save lives and administer pharmaceutical heroin to selected long term addicts in a safe and supervised environment, the Narcotics Control Board intervened. The extreme variation in the strength of street heroin is a real problem, and the cause of many overdoses, as is the lack of medical supervision and intervention when needed. The Board controls the issuing of licenses allowing countries to grow legal opium for the pharmaceutical industry. They told the Federal Government in no uncertain terms that it risked the Tasmanian opium poppy crop if they allowed this to happen. A compliant and conservative Federal administration caved in to this blackmail. This unaccountable organization wields enormous power. Holland has regularly experienced its pressure to repudiate their liberal drug laws, but stands firm in the face of on-going attacks. Read more about the legal status of heroin at;
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au/connections.html
Also read this sample chapter from the author’s book;
THE GRASS IS GREENER:
The Australian heroin market in the 1970’s got a huge leg-up from the Royal Commissions into drugs. State police added the booster rockets. All the national attention was now focused on marijuana ignoring the growing heroin culture, a lens sharpened by the murder of a crusading politician in Griffith, the cannabis capital of the country. People wondered why so few were being arrested, and nothing confiscated. Were cops benefiting from the grass trade? Suddenly the heat was on, questions were being asked. Why were crops being discovered only after the intense press coverage? The speculation continued apace.
This was all music to the ears of the budding heroin importer. With eyes now on the marijuana trade it went underground, leaving markets open for a drug capable of soothing the nerves of jaded hippies, popular, and instantly more effective than years of studying at The Happiness Institute. My mission was delivering forbidden fruit from foreign shores with forensic efficiency, right to your front door. While the new medicine was timely, some burning money would get their fingers singed.
Millions of dollars worth of smoke was seized, while heroin still reached arms unhindered. My business had quadrupled in six months, so I was well aware it was cannibalizing the drug trade. Foisted on cannabis smokers, the drought entrenched a corrupt system with an avalanche of white-powder cash.
But the grass was always greener….
For the details of “Cheating the Hangman: True Confessions of a Heroin Trafficker” go to;
http://www.cheatingthehangman.com.au
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